VIVIAN I spent the evening saying goodbye forever to a person I never met but who had a great impact on my life for the past 4 years. A beautiful tribute to a life well spent with "love, compassion, kindness, confidence and selflessness" as her son described it during the beautiful service. After my first divorce I was looking for a place to stay and through blessed circumstances I moved in this house that instantly felt like home. I felt like I belong, a place I can call home. I never met the owner of the house as she had moved out to a nursing facility due to an illness. I often heard stories about the sweet lady that used to live there from my neighbors and sometimes I would learn about her from her son with whom I was in contact through the living arrangement. I moved in on a hot summer day right before my 27th birthday. She had left behind a number of items including a large number of Christmas decorations. Although I love Christmas it has always been particularly...
White dream Distant in presence and yet so close to me I dream a white dream Forever will it be? I dream a white dream My blinded eyes can see. Wrapped in your joyful brightness Long aching heart can feel, And arms embrace the kindness You selfishly reveal, Love sweet and timeless. Your heart belongs with mine As our engagement, Is long before this time, The universe' arrangement Of our internal rhyme I dream a white dream in your absence, And yet the dream is near, My mouth can taste your essence, And mind is ever clear Embedded in our presence. However far, with me you stay, So beautifully unchanged, And as I picture you this way, I dream a white dream long arranged, Of our reunion day.
Memories in boxes in my mind, Lost and forgotten over time, I thought I left them all behind, But here I am unpacking boxes. One by one, they feel like a ghost town, I found the one that was weighing me down Like a makeshift tent on a verge of a breakdown, Like a Stonewall crashing on the edge of a playground. Piece by piece I turn back the pages Of the past I locked up in cages, Some soaked in tears, Some burnt at the edges, Some painted black of my younger years. "Leave this box in the past!" My mind screams, "you must!" Ashes to ashes and dust to dust, But the dust and the ashes Are burning and robbing my heart of trust. I can't close this box like a door, The lid I have doesn't fit anymore, But I keep it close to my heart Grounded in time like a nail in the floor That won't break apart. Unpacking this box was no easy task, And cleaning the memories of cobweb and dust, But what happens now? I wonder and ask, What do I do with parts of the past All sor...
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