Memories in boxes in my mind, Lost and forgotten over time, I thought I left them all behind, But here I am unpacking boxes. One by one, they feel like a ghost town, I found the one that was weighing me down Like a makeshift tent on a verge of a breakdown, Like a Stonewall crashing on the edge of a playground. Piece by piece I turn back the pages Of the past I locked up in cages, Some soaked in tears, Some burnt at the edges, Some painted black of my younger years. "Leave this box in the past!" My mind screams, "you must!" Ashes to ashes and dust to dust, But the dust and the ashes Are burning and robbing my heart of trust. I can't close this box like a door, The lid I have doesn't fit anymore, But I keep it close to my heart Grounded in time like a nail in the floor That won't break apart. Unpacking this box was no easy task, And cleaning the memories of cobweb and dust, But what happens now? I wonder and ask, What do I do with parts of the past All sor...
GUARDIAN OF MY SOLITUDE Today my thoughts were overwhelmingly familiar and passionate. Heart Matters has opened an otherworldly door that allowed me to understand my own compound. I realize now with clear discernment that my soul is not of this time. It yarns for familiar feelings not altered by my contemporary mind. And so somewhere in the middle, the conflict grows substantially large between the mind and the soul. There are days, more often than not, when my mind is absent as my soul craves the sweetness of times long past. As familiar as the feeling is, as pragmatically impossible it is for me to have lived those emotions in this earthly life. The heaviness of the passion that fills my veins feeding from centuries of memories is new and frighting to my mind but to my soul it is orderly natural. I understand now the contradiction and I embrace it abandoning my mind. I missed her today l...
HEART MATTERS ~ ♡ ~ Dream-like figure barely touching the ground, Moving seamlessly with the air, Your arms' movements shape the space around you Leaving streams of light behind, Slowly fading as you walk towards my lips. Anticipation inundates my arteries With streams of passion. I can hear my own heart beating in my brain As if it was part of my skull. Silence. “Am I still breathing?” I grasp for air, Briefly separating my lips Only to feel the softness of your wet mouth Rapidly colliding with mine. My arms lock around your back And I feel the warmth of your skin on mine. I can't hear my heart beating anymore... My brain is filled with waves of pleasure That shoot down into my feet And right back up into my brain Neverending electricity, That makes my tongue explore Every inch of your red lips. My fingertips run slowly Down on the small of your back, And up between your shoulder blades Softly pressing against...
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